One of the most difficult concepts for me to fully understand and work with in college is the concept of entropy. I remember sitting in my physics, thermodynamics, and computer information courses at the university and thinking of how difficult such a simple concept really was. The one important thing that I learned at the university is that one can never stop entropy. It will conquer our thoughts, our health, our lives, in fact, eventually it will conquer the universe. Entropy, of course, is the degree of disorder or uncertainty in a system. In a very simplistic and generic sense, it is the measure of a system's energy available for doing useful work. It does not matter if you are a biologist, a chemist, a physicist, a psychologist, or a philosopher, it applies to you.
One interesting trait about me, and maybe everybody has the same trait, is that every morning I wake up with a song or music theme in my mind and/or a topic, concept or idea that gnaws at my brain until it dissipates and eventually I don't think about it anymore. These thoughts could last a few minutes, or a few hours, or sometimes the song or idea can stay with me all day until I go back to sleep in the evening. The song in my mind this morning was "Over the Rainbow," and the topic was entropy and how it is contributing to the downward spiral of life.
Having gone though heart surgery, and most recently, a cardiac catheterization to unclog and open up my arteries, I can see entropy at work in my blood circulation system. In almost 76 years, my system's ability to do useful work has been compromised and it is getting worse. Sure, friends try be optimistic and give "good" recommendations on what to correct the problem. These usually fall in two categories: healthy diet and exercise. But at my age, "that ship has sailed," or "That train has left the station." That doesn't mean that I might not be able to get some benefit from a healthy diet and exercise, but not to a point where you reverse the process. Entropy is a bitch and it's going to beat you.
I have read several studies from the NIH National Library of Medicine and many of them come to similar conclusions: What you eat has some influence on the cholesterol levels in your blood, but not that much (see excerpts below). In fact, "only about 20% of the cholesterol in your bloodstream comes from the food you eat. Your body makes the rest." Nonetheless, I am going to modify my diet so as to reduce the entropy of my circulation system, and maybe extend my life by a few percentage points. I know what needs to be done, but it requires changing habits and reducing the types of food that really make me happy.
The main problem is that I have a system that is too efficient in producing cholesterol. I have been told by several doctors in the past thirty-five years that my body produces more cholesterol than what it needs. That leads me to conclude that my body produces a lot more than 80% of what it consumes and it could be as much or more that 100%. In fact, my cholesterol levels thirty years ago were in the 400 mg/dl range. Even if I could live on lettuce, carrots and water, my cholesterol levels would still be about twice the average. In my case, the recourse is statin medication. I am taking a high dosage of atorvastatin now but for many years my dosage was below what I needed. Of course, with that medication comes side effects then you have to take other medication to counteract the side effects. This can get to be a never-ending story of medication and counter medication, and it does not even include the many other medications I have to take for other medical conditions such as high blood pressure.
In addition to the entropy in the circulatory system that I am trying to reduce, I have to be concerned about the entropy in cell duplication and cell production. The body is an extremely complex system, made up of very complex subsystems and more complex sub-sub-systems down to the cell level. They are all affected by entropy at every level. Cancer is a fundamental product of entropy in cell replication, and yes, I have that condition as well. What is the strategy for controlling entropy in cell replication? At this stage, it is a "wait and see" approach. And, what is a "wait and see approach" you ask? At my age, I have to risk projecting the number of years I have to live given other ailments, and compare that to the rate of cancer growth where it would develop to a point it would severely impacts my health or kill me. If it's the former, no treatment required since I would not be alive to see the final effect of cancer. If it's the latter, go for some treatment. Of course, treatment also has side effects and those mean more medication and higher entropy rates in other organs. You can't escape the old saying: Life's a bitch and then you die.
The second recommendation that friends like to give you is "exercise and lose weight." Losing weight is more associated with the diet and not so much with the exercise, but I'll talk about that later. Exercise is an interesting thing that entropy seems to effect. When I was young, in my college years, I, like most people my age, seemed to have unlimited energy and could do almost unlimited things. For example, a typical day during my college years consisted of working full time, going to school full time, train and play soccer with the university team, swam a couple of miles per day, play several games of racquetball per week, was married and had a child and attended college parties. Do I do that now? No. Could I do that now? Possibly not.
Somewhere between 20 years old and up to about when I was 65 years old, the useful use of my energy was reduced tremendously. Entropy snuck in there without me realizing what was happening. Although up until a year ago, I was still very active, walked six to ten miles per day, carried out tasks with lots of physical activity around the house, read, wrote and travelled during inactive times and generally maintained a higher than average level of productivity for my age. The arterial blockage caused me to have a lower level of productivity and just about stopped all physical activity. This resulted in two things, I had more time to eat and I gained weight. So, lack of exercise does results in weight gain, not because exercise made you lose weight, but because lack of exercise gave you more disposable time that you used to eat, and because eating became a substitute for exercise. So here you have a 75 year-old man, unable to do physical activity because of a heart condition and with a lot of disposable time and opportunity to eat.
The heart condition accelerated the entropy of the body, and that accelerates the downward spiral of life. You would think that those conditions would sum up the deterioration of life, but nooooo! The deterioration of your organs and body systems only accelerates other entropy effects in your life. For one thing, you become more isolated, not only because you have less physical stamina to do things that have to be done like household maintenance; taking care of the home yard and garden; travel to see friends and family; and participate in recreational activities such as hiking, swimming, biking and outside games. You also become more isolated because some of your life-long friend began to die. Week by week and month by month your circle of life-long friendships and family members is reduced.
Communication links that you took for granted are no longer there. You may find value and meaning to your life in supporting your spouse, parent, family member or friend with their medical problems. You provide hope as much as you can with the realization that you will lose them. Althought you read and are told it is not important, but your sex life is reduced or eliminated and you have no one, or few people left with whom you can communicate your concerns, your fears, your thoughts and your wishes. Entropy hits your psychological make up in ways that you least expect it and in ways that you are not prepared to handle. Some relationships that you had since childhood, over seventy years, can never be replaced or rebuilt. Feelings of isolation, depression, and even rejection begin to enter your mind. Strength of will, and in some cases, connections with family and the remaining friends help you keep psychological entropy from accelerating, and for some time, maintain control of your sanity. Some people my age or older reach release of this psychological pain through an onset of dementia. Not a desirable solution, since you have no control of it and it brings its own problems.
Entropy always increases with time. This is the second law of thermodynamics, and it is telling us that no matter how healthy you eat, how well you maintain your body through exercise and how well you maintain your psychological state, sooner or later the entropy in cell regeneration of the body and the function of your body's systems and subsystems will no longer be capable of maintaining order and you will cease to function.
Does the end come when the energy in our body can no longer be converted to useful work? For our being, yes, for our fundamental elements, No. For some of us the next stage is to be "recycled" into the earth and might be absorbed by some living organisms; bugs, trees, animals, possibly other human beings in some near future time. For the farther future, our component elements, will be scattered throughout the universe in about five billion years. With luck, will be combined with "stardust" from other stars and possibly be combined to form other living systems somewhere else in the universe. With luck, we might be recycled to be part of other beings' fragile, short lived systems. After that, trillions of years in the future, we will be just dark cold matter scattered loosely throughout the universe.
However, for the present, I will try my best to slow down entropy in my body's systems with the objective of allowing me to extend my body's functions for at least for a month or two, maybe a year more than the average functioning time for a human body, I would like to celebrate my youngest son's 30th birthday. I feel very bad for my dog Milo. Entropy is claiming his body seven times faster than me. I often wonder what I can do to get maximum satisfaction of my remaining time.
I can see why people write autobiographies and start giving away things they value to family and friends they think will enjoy them. Maybe I'll start an autobiography. I wonder if anybody would be interested in reading it. But for now the best thing I can do is visit with family and friends, and without being too obtrusive soak up some of their excess energy and share some of mine. As for the song in my mind that I awaken with this morning, I can still hear Judy Garland in my mind singing: "…Birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh, why can't I?"
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Excerpts from a couple of NIH articles.
From: The Role of Dietary Cholesterol in Lipoprotein Metabolism and Related Metabolic Abnormalities: A Mini-review
Fatemeh Ramezani Kapourchali 1 , Gangadaran Surendiran 2 , Amy Goulet 2 , Mohammed H Moghadasian 1 2
"Clinical studies have demonstrated that in humans consuming a typical Western-type diet, decreasing the amount of dietary cholesterol intake results in only small changes in low-density lipoprotein (LDL)-cholesterol and little or no change in the ratio of total cholesterol to high-density lipoprotein cholesterol. These findings are better appreciated when all sources of cholesterol entering the intestinal lumen are considered. Only a third of intestinal cholesterol per day is derived from the diet. Cholesterol from endogenous sources, including the bile and intestinal epithelial cells, represents the majority of cholesterol absorbed and subsequently formed into chylomicrons and secreted into the circulation."
From: How it’s made: Cholesterol production in your body
February 6, 2017
Only about 20% of the cholesterol in your bloodstream comes from the food you eat. Your body makes the rest.
Cholesterol has a bad reputation, thanks to its well-known role in promoting heart disease. Excess cholesterol in the bloodstream is a key contributor to artery-clogging plaque, which can accumulate and set the stage for a heart attack. However, the role of cholesterol in your body is not all negative.
To fully explain cholesterol, you need to realize that it's also vital to your health and well-being. Although we measure cholesterol production in the blood, it's found in every cell in the body. The Harvard Special Health Report Managing Your Cholesterol explains cholesterol as a waxy, whitish-yellow fat and a crucial building block in cell membranes. Cholesterol also is needed to make vitamin D, hormones (including testosterone and estrogen), and fat-dissolving bile acids. In fact, cholesterol production is so important that your liver and intestines make about 80% of the cholesterol you need to stay healthy. Only about 20% comes from the foods you eat.